Unknown Literature

MAD!

2011-07-31T23:15:00.000+02:00

I can’t Double face, when I’m mad at one I’m mad at the universe. Sorry for this but try to accept it!

Circle!

2011-03-13T17:19:00.003+02:00

Why does my mind circle around you
Why do planets wonder what it would be like to be you

all your soft wild promises were words
birds, endlessly in flight

JDM - Tape Noon

Heaven Help

2011-03-13T16:01:00.000+02:00

The world is falling and you're that lone child sitting in that corner waiting for Heaven's help.
But the Sky is burning and falling down!

Useless

2011-03-13T15:52:00.000+02:00

I've left my Nothing, to compete with Silence!

Far Arden Dreams

2011-03-13T15:43:00.003+02:00

In conclusion, Darling, let me repeat:
your home is still here, inviolate & certain
and i open the wild smile of remembrance.

This is to you on the anniversary of our first night.
I know you love me to talk this way.
I hope no one sees this message written in the calm lonely far out languid summer afternoon.

With my total love.

JDM - Wilderness

ثورة

2011-03-05T20:28:00.001+02:00

!حتى الملائكة تثور, أحيانا

Cry

2011-02-08T06:27:00.001+02:00

When i was a little boy they told me not to cry, then i became a stone. Now i enjoy spelling out the feelings & watch myself cry!

The Undead!

2010-11-30T02:20:00.001+02:00

They left the last one of them
to die
endlessly
lonesome

Under that tree
in the cool breeze
as he wanted to be
all by himself

Experience the shadows
one final time
until the dawn when he rise
as the Undead!

Confessionaly

2010-09-11T00:40:00.001+03:00

I wanted to lead a quiet life, but that ain't happening anymore!

Words Of Wisdom

2010-08-15T19:48:00.002+02:00

Sleeplessness is the art of immortals, thou i'm gonna get some sleep...

Gothic Love Quote

2010-08-01T18:47:00.000+03:00

I'll eat your Heart!

Words Of Wisdom!

2010-07-21T14:43:00.001+03:00

To understand the Self you have to go Irrational sometimes!!!

Scar!

2010-07-08T21:51:00.000+03:00

with the lights out everything seems to be shiny instead, the loneliest bar, the dream guitar & that scar!

Voices!

2010-07-06T16:39:00.000+03:00

The Loudest Voice propagates through the Moth that devoured its own Eggs!

Self Control

2010-06-06T00:41:00.002+03:00

"Self Control." The patient must not run.
When monsters & witches rise from darkness, he must stand his ground in order to observe. No action prompted by anxiety can rule his mind.
The gratification of dependency must be relinquished, as difficult to as unclenching sticky fingers from around a lollipop. There should be no commotion, no noise. Only in stillness can one observe, like the stillness in the eye of a hurricane.
"Arthur Deikman"

One Of Those Days

2010-06-05T23:49:00.000+03:00

One Of Those Days, when you wish you were dead before your birth!

Testing Tumblr

2010-05-23T03:03:00.000+03:00

Testing the unreal tournament of reality, blocked the feeds of sanity. dreaming a dream of a clueless bird, singing a song about some worthless shit.

Made You!

2010-05-18T11:42:00.001+03:00

"we made you and we will be the death of you!" old arabic song

Crap

2010-05-13T14:52:00.001+03:00

Crap

Crap, crapy, crappy crap
is all you like me for
is all you want me to do

Crap is attitude, attitude is Crap!

I will be there

2009-08-23T14:32:00.000+02:00

To Those who think & deviate from the herd!

Cry

2009-03-23T21:06:00.000+02:00

A while ago he was about to cry, GOD I need you next to me!

Scream

2009-03-23T21:03:00.001+02:00

And in the middle of the storn he looked up to the sky and screamed, I NEED A GOD!

Questions

2009-03-23T21:01:00.000+02:00

Do you believe peace exists?
Do you believe we can survive it?
Do you believe we can avoid lust?
Did you know I’m treating hunger?!
Do you think I’ll be back to heaven again?
Will we ever get over ourselves?!!!!

إيزيس ISIS

2009-03-23T17:49:00.000+02:00

أنا أم الأشياء جميعا
سيدة العناصر
بادئة العوالم
حاكمة ما في السماوات من فوق,
و ما في الجحيم من تحت
أنا مركز القوى الربانية
أنا الحقيقة الكامنة وراء كل الإلهات و الآلهة
عندي يجتمعون كلهم في شكل واحد و هيئة واحدة
بيدي أقدر نجوم النساء و رياح البحر و صمت الجحيم
يعبدني الناس بطرق شتى و تحت أسماء شتى
لكن اسمي الحقيقي هو إيزيس.
به ارفعوا إلي أدعيتكم و صلواتكم.

(ترنيمة مصرية, الدولة القديمة)

أنا الطبيعة, أنا الأم الكونية,
سيدة كل العناصر
عبدت بطرق شتى و أطلقت علي أسماء كثيرة
لأن جميع أهل الأرضي يقدسونني.
الفريجيون سموني بيسينونتيكا, أم الألهة.
و الأثينيون سموني أرتميس.
و عند سكان قبرص, أنا أفروديت.
و في كريت, أنا آناوكينيا.
آخرون عرفوني باسم: بروسيبيرين, و باسم: بيلونا, و باسم: هيكاتي, و باسم رامومبيا.
المصريون المتفوقون في العلم القديم, و في عبادتي بما يليق بألوهيتي, سموني باسمي الحقيقي:
إيزيس.

Extract from "ظل الأفعى" for "د. يوسف زيدان"

Viva La Vida

2009-03-22T18:31:00.002+02:00

I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own

Of GOD & Man!

2009-03-11T12:59:00.001+02:00

He who can not find peace with GOD, can not find peace with himself!

I Know!

2009-02-19T11:36:00.000+02:00

I know you’re paranoid
I know you’re android
I know you shake like a squirrel
I know you’re self centered
I know you’re always hatred
I know you gained some weight
I know you’re losing hair
I know your boyfriend dumped you
I know your friends abandoned you
I know your parents don’t like you
I know you hate your work
I know you hate your friends
I know you hate yourself
I know when you lose control
I know when you want control
I know when you short on money
I know when you short on honey
I know when you want a ride
I know when you do get a ride
I know for once I liked you
I just wish you were alive
In my eyes!

Death!

2009-01-18T22:08:00.004+02:00

This year is a turn off, everyday is a bad news to me!
Been down for Weeks, more like years.

Death in the Family! i should not care, i should not worry!
now I'm confused, should i weep or to party!

I dedicate a song for the Lord to praise my soul!

Nauticus (Drifting)
Pain Of Salvation

Oh Lord
Oh Lord
Won't you hear a sinner's prayer
Oh Lord

Oh Lord
Oh Lord
Won't you help me find the way
When I'm lost and lead astray
Oh Lord

Mmm…

Oh Lord
Oh Lord
Won't you help me to stay humble
Oh Lord

Oh Lord
Oh Lord
Won't you help me be an ocean
Help me bend to stay unbroken
Oh Lord

Mmm…

Save me, I'm drifting
Help me, I'm drifting

Oh Lord…
Oh Lord…
Oh Lord

Again!

2009-01-18T01:25:00.002+02:00

everything in life could happen again, if we believe it would!

About a beast!

2009-01-06T03:10:00.002+02:00

All of a sudden, the monster looked her in the eyes and whispered softly: I'll Quit everything for you if you just said you want me!

البداية

2009-01-01T23:17:00.000+02:00

يظهر إن السنة إلي فاتت مرضيتش تمشي من سكات فضبطت مع السنة الجديدة أنها تكمل المسيرة.
فكما قال الشاعر "الكبير سيجرح والصغير يئن ولا حول ولا قوة لمن بينهما"
ربنا يستر!

Great Lies

2008-12-18T21:09:00.001+02:00

Sorry to disappoint you all but i think i'm hanging myself tomorrow on the greatest rock! Long live the white desert!

Words Of Wisdom!

2008-11-24T18:17:00.001+02:00

When we face sickness & pain, always the real child arise!

Watch This!

2008-11-20T17:00:00.002+02:00

Huh!

Love u

2008-11-20T02:38:00.006+02:00

Thank you all!
For your birthday wishes
For thinking of me on such a day
Thanks to everyone who sent me mobile messages today
Thanks to everyone who sent me facebook messages
Thanks to everyone who sent me Emails
Thanks to everyone who wrote on my wall
Thanks to everyone who sent me message on MSN
Thanks to everyone who phoned me today
Thanks to everyone who sent me Ecards
Thanks to everyone who Celebrated with me tonight
Thanks to everyone who thought of me today
Thanks to everyone who invited me out
Thanks to everyone who bought me flowers
Thanks to everyone who bought me the card
Thanks to everyone who wrote on my card
Thanks to my friend who like calling herself “my oracle”
Thank you all friends
Love you all!!!!

Its written "Love u"
I just used a torch on long exposure!
hope it could say anything in return to your great deeds!

Words Of Wisdom!

2008-10-20T03:47:00.001+02:00

Do you realize how boring it is living with your own Clone!

In Dreams II

2008-08-21T18:14:00.001+03:00

Well, it starts by going to a concert with a friend
Through the crowds I lost her somewhere in the beginning, later on I met couple of gurls. They were talking to me with something that I couldn’t get easily, something like come get in with us and we gonna have fun. For some reason they left and I went inside alone.
First I went through the gate, my ticket was torn into pieces I don’t know why. But that’s how I found it in my pocket! The guard demanded me to answer few questions in a filled up dirty old agenda, I copied some answers quickly and went in.
The place was huge, I didn’t know where the concert would be. I followed the music and I ended up in the kids area with them playing and adults who were as lost as mine!
I used the facility and kept on following the music, I spoke to the cleaner and he said the concert ain’t here. And he didn’t know where it was!
I contemplated through the area, on my way out I met my friend. We didn’t have a chat then we met some familiar faces, smiling & cheering for me! Saying oh you found some friend inside. I didn’t comment. None of them made it to the concert.
Again I lost my friend, she disappeared and I kept on searching for my car.
The scene changed, I’m driving. My eye glass neck strap was hanging me, I moved it to the back of my neck and it kept on squeezing on me! I took it off and threw it on the floor. I don’t need it with my contacts anyways! Something must be wrong, I can’t take it anymore!
I stopped the car, tried to get out. My cell phone & car keys got stuck in the glass strap! I tried to free them and run, I really felt like I have to run away from the car and break that sequence!
The moment I started to free my stuff I looked the other way, between my open car door and the wall. It was the two gurls again, scaring the shit out of me. Threatening with their look! I felt them closing on me and a great pain. I struggled till I woke up!
That was a nightmare, it’s around seven AM and I slept for less than one hour. I had some water and slept again but that was another nightmare trying to start.
I got up, grabbed a cigarette to smoke and sat down to type this on my laptop; wondering if I could ever sleep again!
The question that kept rolling in my head: do we see dreams the same?! High definition, low quality, black & white or textured! Or is it just me who can’t keep good details in his dreams!

Words Of Wisdom!

2008-08-15T13:24:00.002+03:00

I wish that you like me as much as i do, and i wish that you need me more than i do!

In Dreams

2008-07-20T06:11:00.003+03:00

A place you’ve been to most of your life, your favorite easy going place on earth. A place where you can find all that you’re looking for! And it’s just next to that other place you don’t like.

You phone your beloved best girlfriend ever, she asks you to hold, your car lights getting darker & fade into shadows. You notice that your car dynamo is not functioning again.

You woke up on her phone call and start to realize, that place never existed or only did in your dreams. The car lights are not broken, its well functioning. And she’s not your girlfriend anymore!

Blog Test

2008-05-23T16:12:00.001+03:00

Every wicked hour

For every living soul

For my pain that shatters

Shadows me down to my grave

I’m lashed by grief and I’m killing me

Help me please

Take my hand

Blow air into my soul

Pour blood into ma vein

Fill me up with your pain

The soul is crying

Calling your name

Your filthy name

you can’t hear the cry

You can’t answer the prayers

You’re dead my love!

Angels and Sailors

2008-05-23T15:59:00.000+03:00

The show for tonight is over, our icon jumps to bed to end an endless night.

With a million whistles in his ears, disturbing his thoughts. He swims through the void again. Feeling content for what he had on his night.

Flashback, our icon is a star. He’s a rock star, memorizing every single word that Jimmy said to an extent. On his first appearance about ten years ago, on stage. The hall was crowded everybody gazed and said oh young boy, he’s acting as Jimmy. Oh the boy did not, he was just influenced by the deceased musician.

Mocho was in addition of being a star, was a real hero, a medieval knight who rules with his sword and fist! He could not find himself in the fake world and territories of the fools around.

We stepped into that room, vast room with young people inside, it was loud everything been loud. He looked around for something to drink he grabbed coffee that he likes and walked around, watching every single movement from every single peasant around. He could not shutdown that brain cell, he always fails to.

Anyway as he looked into the empty faces around he goes back in time, 13 years ago when the soul entered him! And occupied his body. It’s not that sort of myth about a genie or some daemon, it’s about heaven and hell!

Heaven that he lived and hell that he went through, the soul is a friendly soul, it taught him plenty of things about many things. He gasps and lights a ciggy enjoying his arrogant smoke in the crowd. He walks, he talks and he smiles. Yes he finally manages to smile despite of what is on his mind but he smiles. And this is the hardest thing for him to be.

The night rolls on, he gets back to his car with eyes wide open and full concentration, throttle, he drives back home. Into his sanctuary to end up a worthless story that never happened!

14/March/2008

Night scene

2008-05-23T15:46:00.003+03:00

Horns and sirens all over the streets, our man out of a football game. A winner as he always has been!

Took a ride, then met his favorite foe!

They stepped into a place, steps takes you down. Out of the nosy world!

The man: hey bud, would you like some wine tonight

The foe: yes dude, I always liked

The man waves to the servant, servant approaches in his wild tight leather robe.

Yes master, said the servant.

Bottle of Obelisk, ordered the man.

They sat, they talked, say laughed! And after a while a call was made. The man got to rumble again!

He drove his car, out in the wild. Music played in the background.

The man started singing, marijuanaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

The next said something in the way…. Something in the way

The man looked around, nothing on his way! What a fool!!!

He made a call, ended up in a few. He drove by some friends looked at them and moved into his sacred asylum this is a no-mans land, only he could go there!

He took two glasses of water by his side, drank one and refilled it.

He went to bed, while the song rings in his head Marijuanaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Wondering for all night where she gone! thinking of the day that gone.

Words Of Wisdom!

2008-05-23T14:46:00.004+03:00

If you can talk to your inner soul, you can do what others can't do. you will be free and the soul will rise.

the movie (Don't read plz)

2007-10-15T06:08:00.000+02:00

the movie began while ago, a major turn off

the movie is all about you and me and everyone you see!

its about things in life we wants to skip, that you really dont wanna skip

but cuz we're so mean we do want to, just thinking of it its a sin

i'm believing for ma self we should stop at every single little boring freaking bullshitted moment of life

and think of it again, try to reveal whats good in it

i cant believe the movie CD been in my case for over a year now, first time to play it

i hope it burn it hell! i hope noone is reading this!

What the ****

2007-09-07T02:41:00.000+02:00

The fear of lights becomes the fear of life! And only one survives in a dance and save us in a blue moon night.
MO Sep.2007

Words of Wisdom! (Copied)

2007-08-29T01:16:00.001+03:00

Im no more a human.. iam a contradiction.. Iam a color between white and black. Iam a feeling between love and hate. Iam a status between life and death. Iam not sinner nor saint. Iam not bright nor faint. Iam not the pen nor the paint. I leave what i need and take what i dont. Iam the talent that is lost. Iam the planet not yet discovered. Iam the water not yet drinked. Iam the the sea no one swims. Iam the the brain no one thinks. Iam the game no one plays. Iam the home no one stays. Iam the cash no one pays. Iam the words no one reads. Iam the Airport no plane lands. IAM THE CONTRADICTION NO ONE UNDERSTAND.

Words of Wisdom!

2007-08-28T00:58:00.002+03:00

I can’t liberate your soul, till you believe there is hope!

MA.2007

Words of Wisdom!

2007-08-28T00:55:00.001+03:00

I normally tend to believe all assholes, until I believe they are assholes!

MA.2007

Enslavement 101

2007-08-28T00:28:00.001+03:00

Let me be happy

I want to be happy

I’m a rebel soul

Don’t set me up in a cage

Your cage, golden cage

I wanna be free

I wanna be me

Flying again all over the world

Setting people free

About liberation im free

Sent me out to struggle

For you and me

All those prisoned needs me

Im back to fight

I just need some time

And I will see me

And become stronger

Like never before

I need to look inside the mirror

And wonder why you made it

12:29 AM 28/August/2007

My First born

2007-08-12T16:11:00.000+03:00

Oooh, I never forget

I was once born

Raised to earth

Blown to dust

The omen came

I am true

My life started

Tomorrow is my day

Now is my time

Oooh, I’m alive

Alive again, alive again

Can you feel eternity

It runs in my blood

Can you feel serenity

Its in my briain

I break the silence

I kill the dead

I wake the birds

I am pride

Come have a look

Match match match

Blow your sadness away

Forgive yourself

I am your master

Counting sands in my shoe

Do you believe in me

Do you dream of me

What do you want from me!

Silence silence silence

The sea, the breeze, the fire

All blow within

Dreams, fears, the drive

Gather together

You will see the writing

My eyes the promise

The heart beats

And beats

MAX: 11/Aug/2007 07:05AM

The Last Stance

2007-08-06T17:38:00.000+03:00

As I write these words
I’m starting to loose interest
Life is good no more
We need new plans to follow
People can’t imagine what’s beneath the ideas
Leaders seeking someone to follow
And for everyone of us
We need a fellow to follow

The confusion happening around
All seem to be hollow
Can you count till dawn’s arrow
Can you believe in your turns?
I really want you
Take my hand and breakthrough
Would you eat the fish out of me?
Would you believe my bones aching?

When the flood stroke the town
They all gathered around
They built a fire and danced
Tweaking the imaginary life
Dreaming the raspberry light
And here comes the holly man
Talking, cursing blindly with words
Freedom scattered in minds
They wiped off all the traces
Can you see how red is my blood?

Blindly I gathered the colors
Do you need this, no thanks!
So I can be ours
Do u see the shades of the fallen shrine?
The fish still alive, it sticks into my mind
I always fear the bones
It just comes into mine
Strikes my throat
That’s why I hated fish for life
Yet I still fear the fins

Through my tedious hours
I frown and heed to the valley
Mountains no more
Blood to blood
And tremendous lust
The pain is gone
The grave is called
Now it’s life beyond life
Gather me down
Cripple to thee
And we all gone
To where we belong

06/August/2007

Word for the Fool

2007-07-16T00:41:00.001+03:00

Being drunk is a good disguise. I drink so I can talk to assholes. This includes me.

Jim Morrison(1943-1971)

Words of wisdom, Songs of light

2007-06-29T16:07:00.001+03:00

Thursday, August 31, 2006

flyin over the ocean
climbing the deadly mountain
smokin weeds of life
cryin "Back Alive"

And now she's gone
the Dream of Mine
The lovely smile
in soft Tears

oh father tell me
the hope she left me
will fly again

blindly I left her
sadly I turned away
thought its safer
for my little angel
help her not to bleed

for all the lovers
I think I met
did they suffer
did they bleed

blamed for nothing
its only mine
doomed the lover
inside the man

and so I’m living
till I meet my end
with all the memories
strikes my tears

will days forgive me
for sins they left me
and tears for me

oh father help me
in vain they kept me
dark and lonely
shedding tears